Where? Wait...this is my bedroom. It's been a while since I've woken up in here. I definitely didn't get myself back here, and—damp hair—clean clothes. There's no way. I would be having to do that now that I'm awake and somewhat clear headed. How? Surely not Vince. I left him on the side of the road, didn't I?
I sit up, something stretches on my arm. I pull up the sleeve of the shirt on my left arm—bandages...
My head is pounding now. Nothing good especially if my arm starts itching again that will waste the bandages that whoever it was put on there.
I find the drawer under the edge of the bed and pull it out and find the supplies stashed there, and fix things between my toes given it was only my left arm cooperating this morning and that's the one bandaged now, and laying back on the bed for a moment reveling in the lightness pushing away the aches and the tremors that want to force their way through me, and those drums that like to bash their way through my sinuses at times like this.
I breathe in and out slowly a few times and find the spare gun in the night stand before opening the door to the bedroom and keeping that hand on the inside of the door frame as I look out. It's the Jennifer and her Dwight. She's sitting there reading a book. Dwight is standing near the main door back to outside he was glancing out of the window towards the docks now he looks back towards me. How did they...? What is...?
“What the hell? What is your game exactly? What are you after?” I ask them.
She calmly closes the book and turns to me, “Looking to buy your time and assistance for finding and traveling to a specific but currently unknown location. The whereabouts of this location being the information we need to track down via you and your contacts. Paying cash, as I said before.”
Seriously. Seriously? I...how after...?
She gives a slight smile, “Look, I know who you are and what goes on in this town, I may not look like a native but my family's been in Haven from the beginning to about 50 years ago when we went into hiding.” I suppose I shouldn't ask what family that is, probably safest for everyone, “I know about your recreational drug use, and I want to make it very clear that if you agree to assist us, you are to do or not-do whatever and however much you feel you need in order to be functional,” well that makes some things easier, “Also, the cafes were very good. There's a sandwich, fruit and some juice in the fridge for you.” Hm. That's...this is definitely some kind of odd discount grubbing technique. Going to have to come up with something.
I set the gun down on the dresser by the door and come out of the room closing the door firmly and then lean back on the door frame folding my arms and leveling her with as stern a look as I can, because I need a handle on what the hell is going on, “You and him brought me back to the boat and did all this?” I point at the bandaged arm, “If you're trying to--”
“I apologize for boarding without permission, but you were incoherent and bleeding. I want to hire you, Mr. Crocker, and I am willing to invest a bit of time and energy to make sure I get the best return for my money. You're not going to be able to assist me if you're passed out from blood loss or hunger.”
I pinch the bridge of my nose. I'm not exactly going to pass up food though I wonder what they might have done to it—though it seems counter productive to mess with the food of someone you want to hire badly enough to wait while I did Vince's work.
I go to the fridge. There's a wrapped sandwich, fruit cup and juice bottle still sealed. Okay, so nothing done. I set the things on the table and sit down at it, across from them and open the sandwich. Lunch meats, cheese. This is just...
“We can add a percentage to your fee for the inconvenience of us intruding on your boat and your privacy without permission,” she continues, “as I said you were incoherent and bleeding it seemed the best course of action at the time for your recovery.”
“We can get to that in fee negotiation,” I decide is the best way to go about that. The weirdness of all this is threatening to bring an edge back I don't want, “What exactly is this information you're looking for, that will help with estimates.”
She looks exasperated now, “We need to find a place that's...the only means of identifying it we have at the moment is that it's known as 'the Heart of Haven',” she sighs, apparently she thinks that's as cheesy sounding as I do, “It probably dates back to the times of the Mi'kmaq tribe and the founding of Haven, the whole God's Orphans bit.”
“So, you've checked around Tuwiuwok Bluff?”
She sighs.
“Alright. Well, there's at least one person I can think of to get in touch with, and other than that there's the historical society. They have some old maps and charts in their office. If they have anything older it's not so much out in the open. There's some stones that can be rattled,” maybe. It's been a bit since I've been here, will have to think of what negotiation or blackmail material I still have. Dave and his obsession with scrimshaw and other weird old things might really be the best bet to start with.
I lean back in the chair to get a fork from the drawer to spear fruit out of the cup with, “I can start making calls once I'm done with this.”
“Appreciated.”
Then we finalize rate for information gathering, and what they can set aside for possible bribery should it be needed. I have to field a call from the Russians which I take in the bed room, graciously telling them I can meet them near Maine given I have another client to meet there, and I can drop their things off on Little Tall, any time after the next day or so within two hours notice.
To show no trickery I come back out into the main cabin to make the phone calls that will hopefully start the information tracking for the Jennifer. First it's a call to the historical society who are closed already, so a voice mail message left with a slight accent change, a paper being done interest in the native tribes because who knows which one of them will call back in the morning. So, that's two reasons to leave the blue phone on, better make sure it's charging.
It's an okay time to call Dave though. He'll probably still be at the Herald offices and not anywhere near Vince so that's a good thing.
“Duke?” Dave asks, picking up, “Did I short you?”
“No, no,” not that I've actually counted yet I realize, “All that's fine. I'm calling because a client of mine is looking for information and I thought it might be up your alley.”
“Oh?” curiosity piqued.
“Yes. I've been asked to find out where something called 'The Heart of Haven' is so that I can take them there.”
“Why?”
“Oh, come on. You know better than that.”
He chuckles, “I'll see what I can dig out of the records.”
“It's something even older than you, so watch out. The client is thinking Mi'kmaq times and I know I've brought you things to do with them, so this is why I ask.”
“Hm,” he says, “So, how soon do you...they need this information?”
“As soon as possible. I'm sure I can see my way to sorting something out with you the next time you need something.”
“I would hope so.”
“I'll call you around lunch time tomorrow,” he hangs up.
The Jennifer and her Dwight seem to have been having a discussion about something while I was on the phone. When I put it down on the table she looks over at me.
“I was going to send Dwight out for sustenance,” she says, “and to find a place to stay. How do you feel about Chinese food?”
Not exactly hungry, but I have a feeling that is not the type of question that was, “It's not as good as Thai but Haven does not do Thai. Over the Way B&B is the better place to stay and is actually in town. If you say you heard about them from Gloria Verrano they'll give you a better deal. She...used to be the M.E.”
There's a flicker of something across Jennifer's face, but then she brushes the pleasant business manner back over, “Thanks for the tip. So, what would you want as far as Chinese goes?” she glances at Dwight, “Actually, where would you suggest?”
“Good Luck has really been the only place, unless something has changed in the last eight months. It's on...Lincoln. Pretty much everything is good, except the foo yung.”
She nods, “Okay, then.”
“Don't really care for foo yung anyway.” The Dwight—he speaks. Ah, shit...he was in the bathroom at the police department. That explains some things. Sort of. I rub an eye. Then remembering set an alarm on my phone to remind me to call Dave and check up on the Mi'kmaq thing wouldn't do to forget that.
“Anyway,” Jennifer says, “What do you care for, Mr. Crocker?”
“Duke is fine, Crocker even, Mister is...was...” Let's just not, “Just...anyway, chicken and broccoli.”
“Do you like dumplings or spring rolls?” she asks.
“I don't know that I would eat any. I had the sandwich and such not so long since.”
She has Dwight take down a list of things that seem more than six of us would need but then Dwight is pretty huge and sends him on his way with several bills from her purse.
And then there were two. Not awkward in the least. I excuse myself and go find a charger for the blue phone which also serves as chance for me to put the gun in the bedroom back away. There's another out in the main room if I need it, after all. Which reminds me...what happened to the clothes I was wearing before? There was a gun and two knives on me there, and the pack of cigarettes, even though they'd left my phone on the table.
I plug the phone in and set it on one of the counters in the kitchen and am about to ask about the jacket and such from earlier when she turns to me.
“I have a question...or proposition, perhaps is the better word,” she says.
“Oh?”
“I know that people in your line of work are typically...selective...about who they let get close to them, and it won't offend me in the slightest if you turn this down,” her expression has shifted greatly from the big boss lady to more personable, and now she's even being...cute? “You...greatly resemble a man I had a crush on in high school, someone I was never able to even kiss at the time,” what guy could that possibly have been? She has strange taste or she's just trying to butter me up. I have to wonder exactly where this is going. She looks down at her hands, “I'd...like to pretend, for a fee, that you're that man and that my feelings aren't unrequited.”
I sit back down at the table, “Really?”
She nods. Still looking nervous.
“So, you're looking for a full boyfriend experience here? Date, dinner—because you just ordered a week's worth of Chinese...”
She shakes her head, “No, just the...after date boyfriend experience, would be the term, I suppose.”
“And this is just for you, not the both of you?”
“The both?” she starts, “Oh, Dwight,” there's an odd laugh, “No. No. He's definitely not involved in this.”
I nod. Well, then, “It has been a few months since I've been tested for anything but last time I was I was clean; but there are other...”
She cuts me off, “I know there are certain precautions that need to be taken with you, but I've been on a birth control for the last year or so to specifically keep me from menstruating. I also know that as a side effect of your Trouble, you don't have anything to give me and wouldn't get anything even if I had it, but I've only been with a single partner, and he's clean.”
Wait...what? She seems very confident about that about my Trouble, but she also said her family line has been in Haven since the beginning. Just what family line are they? And no sickness, huh? They really can't kill us Crockers can they? At least not naturally. Lovely.
“Are you alright?” she asks, “I've offended you...”
I shake my head, “No. It's just someone else who knows more about my Trouble than I do. That's all.”
“Ah,” she has a sly, self-depreciating smile then, “It's just something I picked up with my Trouble.”
Well, then a birth control that stops the period is definitely a good thing. If it's real. But then if she's lying about that and there is blood—that would hurt her more than me. That down is nothing.
“What exactly is your Trouble?” rudeness, “If you don't mind my asking?”
“I see things that aren't visible to anyone else,” she says.
“I was doing that earlier,” it's out before I can stop it. In full bemused sarcastic tones.
She smiles though and with teasing tones of her own says, “Yes, but the things I see are actually there. They just can't be seen by anyone else.”
“Hm,” I consent.
“So...” she says, toying with her fingers again, “are you interested?”
An offer to be paid for my preferred style of sex. I would be foolish to turn this down, “I am.”
She seems extremely excited and relieved.
“Is there anything specific you're looking for?” I ask.
“What do you mean?”
“Positions? Activities?”
Her entire face flushes with a pink hue which is actually kind of adorable, “Oh,” she says, “Well, I'd...I'd hope that both of us would enjoy ourselves...um...” well, that's different, but then I can't think how long it's actually been since I've had sex with a woman, which high school me would have found very pathetic, probably, but let's not go any further with high school me, “...you know, until one of us falls asleep. It's been a while...” she continues.
Yeah. Really.
Earlier, well, even now, she comes across as someone who likes to be on top, but she's also really tired. They've clearly done a lot of traveling today. Gives me some ideas to work with, anyway. Gotta make sure she's satisfied. It may be a separate transaction but sexually frustrated client would not be good to work with on other things.
There's idle chit chat then which I find a little clunky. I'm not used to company any more. I do let her know I might have to side trip to Little Tall to drop off some things some time over the next couple of days, but it shouldn't interfere too much with what else is going on.
“Who knows?” she says, “Maybe the 'Heart of Haven' is out there,” but it's a half-hearted joke given Little Tall Island is a good forty-five minutes out at sea and not really the heart of anything. Then there's a tentative knock on the door which is her Dwight returning and the scent of Chinese food fills the cabin and I retrieve some little used plates from a cabinet in the kitchen and set them out, followed by silverware, and glasses.
“I pretty much only have water...” I tell them.
“I got a six pack of beer while I was out,” Dwight says, not that I really mix the mind altering substances, “and some pomegranate soda,” he sets a two-liter in the middle of the table. The Jennifer has been unpacking the box full of food and we sit around the table. She pours herself some of the pomegranate soda and offers it to me. I wonder if I pulled a face at the beer and made it obvious I wasn't going to have any of that. Dwight opens one though, and food is portioned out from it's stapled and sealed containers. Some noodle dish on the Dwight's plate. Something else with chicken on the Jennifer's.
After a little while she offers me something from the tin foil bowl of dumplings though I'm barely managing to eat the portion of chicken broccoli that I put on my plate.
“Well,” she says, “There'll be plenty of leftovers for tomorrow.”
There's more small talk about meaningless things, places visited. The Jennifer has been to Australia. I've never made it there, neither has the Dwight. He was in Afghanistan though, in the military, that explains the way he carries himself at times.
“You don't seem surprised,” he says.
“It's in the way you walk. You have to make effort not to, don't you?”
He nods after a moment and a look that passes between him and the Jennifer; but having someone ex-military with you coming into this town is definitely a smart choice. I'm always surprised that the place still gets tourists.
Soon enough things are being cleared away and Dwight's asking if he can store the remaining four beers in the fridge, “They're safe. Don't worry,” I tell him, and there's a variation of the look he got when I lit the cigarette this morning.
I take the plates to clean because if they're not done now they'll be growing legs in the sink a week from now, and the Jennifer takes Dwight off towards the door and talks to him in a low voice. I wonder how exactly she's explaining the arrangement that she and I have made what level of candor they have in their relationship. That's right, Lieutenant Dwight, I have hired the filthy junkie, who we hauled back here incoherent not four hours ago, for sexcapades for the night go off to the nice bed and breakfast and worry yourself not about me being murdered for the rest of the money that we have.
I put the dishes away.
“Alright,” Dwight is saying, “I guess I'll head out then,” he quirks a slight smile, “You kids have fun,” as he closes the door behind him the Jennifer has gone bright red. It's actually very cute. I cross the room towards her as she shakes her head, not in a dismissive way, more a clearing it way.
“How do you wa--?” I begin asking.
“Start with some kissing?” she asks, softly, reaching towards my head. I look down at her and our lips connect a couple of times and she begins to knot her fingers into my hair which sets a fire alight inside me. I deepen the kiss, pressing my tongue into her mouth, searching for her own. She returns this, catching my tongue with hers, touching and teasing and that combined with the fact her fingers are still at work in my hair and on the back of my head—my scalp, has definitely aroused everything below the belt.
I back her towards the bedroom door given she was so tired in appearance, no matter how much I could take her on the table it seems a potentially bad idea. As we move I reach my hands under her shirt and begin to lift it over her head. She releases my hair for just a moment to assist, so that her shirt comes off. Then practically rips my over-shirt off as we move into the bedroom itself before kissing again, and I lift her onto the bed.
She undoes her bra, as I unbutton her pants and pull them off and toss them towards the corner.
“Come here, baby,” she says, and grabs my hair again, pulling me down to kiss me deeply, practically reaching my tonsils with her tongue.
I have to pull off my pants, things are too tight. As she continues to manipulate my hair a groan escapes me and her panties follow her pants into the corner. She briefly releases her hold on my hair to pull off my t-shirt and I take hold of her legs so that I can slip my body between them and have my penis find it's way home between her folds, pushing deep within. She moans and gasps as I do, throwing her head back.
I keep hold of her legs as I thrust against her, and she grips the covers on the bed, pushing up here and there to deepen our connection. Her legs move to wrap around me pulling me further home and which leads to us both moaning at the same time and I can feel myself threatening to go, it's been so long that a woman and I...but she's not quite there yet. I find her clit with my hand and press it between my fingertips and then roll it a little and continue to massage it and she writhes, as much as she can with us still locked together, and damn is that...but it's good in the sense that we then wind up on the other side together.
She's drowsy satisfied when I pull apart and lounge down on the bed next to her. Boyfriend experience, right. I brush the hair away from her face and kiss her on the cheek.
She turns her face ever so slightly and kisses towards me catching my mouth with the faintest of whispers, “Mmmm, thank you, baby,” she says, a cute smile playing across her face, she starts to reach for me but her arm is too tired.
“I think you need sleep, and that's probably best with pillows, and you know, more on the bed.”
I pick her up and move her to the proper position.
“You'll stay?” she asks, softly.
“Just let me find the better blankets and I'll be back,” I assure her. It's only a partial lie. If she wants a sleeping companion she doesn't need one freaking out in the middle of the night and waking her up and she may have said that is all okay, but I doubt that talk of heroin is part of her idealized boyfriend experience...then again if I remind her of some high school boy she couldn't hook up with. Let's not get into speculations here. I find a pair of pants I can sleep in, and go to the closet for a thicker blanket which I cover her with and retrieve the packet of cigarettes, and my regular phone on the way back too.
She seemed to be dozing but when I drape the blanket over her she murmurs and reaches for my hair so I kiss her which she returns, sleepily, before her hand drops again which is fortunate for me, because the doing things with my hair would start things for me that she's not up to helping finish and directly after that whole experience rubbing it out will be so much less satisfying even if I could go again already. It's so much...
Let's just stop this train of thought.
I set the phone on the bedside table and plug it in to charge and turn on the certain play list that I use if I'm actually intent on when I'm going to sleep, soft, low, ambient music, nice and relaxing.
Then I find the panel in the bathroom and open it, get everything out and go to work soaking up any excess liquid into cigarettes again, after pulling what I need into the needle but with the overnight dosage there's only enough for one not three, then right side of the packet with it and upside down and set them on the bathroom counter.
I go with the right arm this time, keeping the rubber tie on until I get back to the bed, taking it off just before I lay down in the bed so that the rush won't begin until I'm laying down, as I do so the Jennifer shifts over in the bed and wraps an arm around me resting her head against me. I rearrange my position so that she her head settles against my chest and lean my head back into the pillows and float back into the music.
%%%%
A familiar dull ache is spreading from my head and down across my shoulders. I'm in an odd position and when I try to move and can't facts flow back into my brain: the arrangement with the Jennifer, the pretending, the sex and her falling asleep. She apparently stayed curled up against me overnight and so I'm trapped with her on me like a barnacle on the hull. She has a contented smile on her face in her sleep, which while sweet is just...why am I...comforting? to you strange woman?
I guess I can stay like this for a little while. Pay and all, right? Maybe she'll move.
It begins to feel like hours but straining my head and carefully pulling my phone over tells me it's only been about twenty five minutes and she still hasn't shifted position more than adjusting her head a little. I can't stay like this much longer though. My whole body is aching, and despite the blanket that's still over half of me I'm chilly, and the itch is starting. It's no good, it's no good, no baby, it's no good. I try not to laugh. I manage a slight smirk snicker which doesn't seem to affect her any and adjust position just a little. Have to get out before the twitching starts, makes it harder to shoot up, plus I might kick her and that will not help client relations.
I've almost got my arm out from underneath her when she stirs and sleepily reaches for my neck and kisses me, “Good morning, baby,” which makes me freeze before I realize what I'm doing. She blinks at me for a moment and then sits up completely and puts her hands over her face.
I take the opportunity to sit up and turn around and swing my aching legs off the bed and focus on not scratching my arms. She spent time bandaging me up yesterday we don't need to go through that again.
“Oh, God. I'm sorry!” she says. I can imagine that she's blushing again, “Do you need—I'll--” she scrambles out of the bed and goes towards the corner where her pants and panties were thrown and starts getting dressed, “My shirt's out there right?”
I nod.
“Okay, I'll—I'll be in the kitchen,” she grabs her pants and goes out of the bedroom door
She's...embarrassed...? Shit.
I'm too fucking twitchy to deal with this shit right now. So, we'll fix that and then we'll go see what damage is going on in the kitchen. It's back to the stash in the bathroom and the mixing and drawing, doctoring a few more cigarettes and stashing them again. It feels strange this time as I press for a good spot and then tie off but that moment of worry is gone once the needle slides in, and the liquid is wending it's way into my veins. I pull the rubber tie off and lean my head back, breathing in and out slowly, and then pull myself up, and clean everything away. I grab the pack of cigarettes and go to the bedside table and grab my phone and put on a shirt before going out into the main room.
The Jennifer is out there dressed and...making coffee, the Venezuelan Dark that I ironically picked up in Britain.
She looks over when I open the door, “I have to apologize,” she says, “I...was...I didn't want to interfere with any...morning routine you...need to, that you have.”
That's what she was saying?
“And,” she continues. There's an and? Okay..., “I think I got a little too into the scenario maybe, I mean I took up half your bed all night, and your...there might have been some evening...routines that I screwed up too.”
“No...I was able to take care of things, and it was boyfriend experience, right? That involves sleeping over. You're rested, I hope, and everything was satisfactory? I was concerned earlier.”
“No...yes, I mean, yes, satis—more than,” she nods, “I just...I fell asleep I was worried that I hadn't—that you were left wanting,” she goes for the coffee pot a couple of times and stops.
I had started to reach for mugs but when she says that it shuts my brain down for a moment.
“I'm sorry,” she says, again.
“No, that's not. I mean, you're the client. It's your satisfaction,” though I can't help thinking about the table, “If you didn't get your money's worth then...”
“I was very satisfied,” she says, as my brain clicks back into gear and I open the cabinet and get the mugs down, “Why were you looking at the table?”
I'm so grateful to be high right now it means I'm not as embarrassed as I could have been, “Well, in the interest of...I don't know...” doesn't stop me from not forming sentences, “When things started last night my first impulse was the table...but you were so tired...”
“The table?” are her eyes sparkling?
“Yes,” I can't help but look at the table again, “There was just something about the hair...” I find myself admitting, “...drove me wild.”
She giggles, “So...” she says, “...how much would it take,” she runs a finger down the edge of the counter, walking closer to me, “for that to happen? 2/3 of yesterday?”
Do not refuse the odd lady's offer of more sex for money, that would be very stupid, “I think I can accept that.”
“You think?” she asks, brushing a hand by my ear.
“Well, isn't your Dwight coming back?”
“Not for at least two hours. If we run the same price. Do you think we could do something else as well?” She has both hands in my hair now though so it's hard to entirely concentrate.
“What—what did you have in mind?”
“It'll come to me,” she says, as she lifts her mouth up to mine to kiss me, knotting her hands so tightly into my hair.
It's a lot easier to get these pants of mine off. I can just pull them down stepping my feet on the ends which leaves my hands free to undo hers, and remove them and her panties, as we continue with the almost fevered kissing, because—I really don't entirely know what it is about my head and hair that does that, but damn it's good, tongues fighting each other, teeth slightly nipping each other, breaking apart to nibble here and there at each others' throats, as I lift her up and kick one of the chairs over to set her on the table and lay her down. She lets go of my hair and rips my shirt off me and runs her hands down my back digging her fingers into me as push my penis inside her unable to stop the satisfied moan as the connection is made, and then she wrestles herself out of her own shirt and I lick my way up one breast back to her mouth as she knots her hands back into my hair and I grasp her shoulders to help pull her down as I thrust up and drive myself deeper hearing each little gasp as I do and her tugging at my hair and scratching my scalp each time. God damn, and then she pulls up on me slightly pressing against me and bouncing biting deeply into my shoulder and I speed up, thrusting harder and harder until she shudders against me and I can release. She rests back against the table and I lean on her. I'm about to pull free when she puts her hand on my chest.
“Wait,” she says, “Please. Do you think you can try something? If we're careful.”
“What did you have in mind?” The crazy Jennifer has me slightly, no, more than slightly intrigued.
Carefully she sits up against me, and kisses me again, sliding a little from side to side. I'm concerned I might dislodge, and brace her by putting one arm around her back, using the other for stability, but nothing seems to happen. She wraps her legs around my back and puts her hands on my shoulders and moves again from side to side.
“Okay,” she says, as though she was slightly worried it wouldn't work, “Now then,” she looks around us clearly surveying, “To the ground, please.”
This is going to be interesting, “The ground?”
“Well, the floor.”
“I was meaning, not a chair?” As I put the hand not balancing her on the table and carefully bend at the knees.
“If you want to fall over backwards...” she wriggles.
She has a good point and a damn good wriggling motion. I'm definitely coming back to life down there. I manage to lower myself enough to drop onto my ass, which makes her groan in such a way that I'm thoroughly ready to go. As I stretch my legs back out, she pushes my top half down by my shoulders, and begins her proper ride. I reach my hands up to take hold of each breast and she throws her head back with a satisfied moan. I almost expect a yee-haw, but instead she just speeds up the pace of her gyrations.
Holy fuck. This almost feels like robbery. I'm pushing up against her trying to keep up the rhythm as she grinds us both back to climax and then falls down on top of me and I lower my hips back to the ground.
After we separate and stand back up I pull my pants on and go to the coffee pot while she's finishing up putting her own clothes back on, shrugging on the over-shirt before I get there but not buttoning it. I pour the dark elixir she prepared into the two mugs that I got down before wondering how strong she made the brew and if she's one of those sorts that taints her coffee given I don't think I have anything on hand to do so with except her Dwight's beer.
“I'm not sure that I have any viable milk or any sugar at all,” I tell her passing along the mug I haven't sampled as she approaches.
“That's fine,” she says, “You have proper decent coffee it doesn't need to be doctored to make it drinkable.”
“Well, then,” it's a little too early for anything, but I check the blue phone anyway. No messages, and then pick up the cigarettes.
She follows me out onto the deck and sits down, but keeps several boxes of space between us, looking out over the town. I set the coffee down beside me so I can light up one of the laced ones the expenditure of so much energy making things shaky and then follow her line of sight which is drifting up the main drag towards the center of town.
“What time are we expecting your Dwight back?” I ask her.
“Oh,” she says, “around 8,” she takes a large mouthful of the coffee and seems to be inhaling the caffeine as well as swallowing it.
“Okay,” I nod, so there's at least an hour before the wall returns, and I doubt we'll hear anything from the historical society by then or Dave either. The Russians have been up for a while. If I haven't heard anything from them by now I likely won't today.
“I don't usually do breakfast this early, but if you do, don't feel you have to wait for us,” she says.
Breakfast...right...that is a thing, “Not generally hungry this early either,” I shrug, drinking more of my own coffee, “I'm surprised we didn't work up some of an appetite, but then it's kind of a...side effect...” I let that trail off, finishing up the cigarette.
She gives a slight laugh and looks away for a moment, “Yes, that was fun. More than, really,” she blushes, and looks down into her coffee cup. She toys with it, and it reminds me, a little, of my nerves when I first spoke with Vince, “I'd get you off like that anytime you wanted, without negotiations first, if I thought you'd let me...” the who what? It was really good and everything but...“but I know you wouldn't trust it, so I'll keep paying for it.”
Stop staring at her. I return to my own coffee which is almost finished.
Is this the strangest client you've ever had? I drain the coffee. This is...pretty weird that's for damn sure and I don't...
“I'd like to ask if I can borrow your shower,” she says, then and I turn back to her, “but before that,” she has a sort of minxish look on her face, “if you want another go, it would only take one word to talk to me into spending more money this morning.”
I'm sure I'm staring at her again. She's offering...this is great—but I—okay, why are you—hello, more money for more sex with the cute girl.
“Absolutely.”
She takes a sip of her coffee and looks at me over the top of the mug, “I think it's my turn to be on top again.”
“As you wish,” I tell her, “Bedroom?”
She gets a quirky smile, “Baby, I will do you wherever you want.”
I start to shake my head. She's the client, after all, it's supposed to be what she wants, but then she wants me to choose. I'm going to get myself trapped in a feedback loop if I'm not careful.
“I promise I won't stop until we're both done,” she continues, “I just don't particularly care where we do it...although we might get hit for public indecency if we do it on the deck. Maybe...depending on who gets the call.”
“Yeah. Wuornos just loves to come out for calls to the Ursa though that might make him hesitate.”
She laughs.
“But,” I continue, “the bedroom will be more comfortable and I can probably go longer.”
“Sold,” she says, standing up.
I lead the way back inside. Once we're in the bedroom she leans over and tugs on my hair to pull me down to kiss me and then pushes me towards the bed. I manage a few steps back and then my legs hit the bed itself and I fall backwards onto it, sideways and pull myself a little ways up. She's stripped herself naked again in very quick fashion and is as I start to go for my own clothes she's straddling me, hands on my chest, fingers on my nipples and then kissing me. Just gentle, as her fingers toy carefully, teasing my chest.
“Get up on the bed properly,” she says, moving her leg off me so she's at my side and scooting slightly so I can do so.
Once I am, she grabs hold of my pants and pulls them down, and takes hold of my cock in one hand and massages it slightly, before applying her mouth to it very briefly. I have to be imagining this as my brain overloads, and she's sliding herself on board in short order. Oh, God. It's a slow, bouncing, rhythm and there's a slight side to side shift along with the up and down, and I push up as she comes down to deepen our connection. She pulls her fingers, nails, down my sides and I move my hands from her hips, to squeeze her butt cheeks and then up to her breasts and she does that rolling her head back moan and picks up the pace.
Then all of a sudden she stops and pulls up and then drops herself down hard. Oh, damn. She does that again and I'm gone, and I know damn well she didn't finish.
“I'm sorry,” I tell her as she lays down on me, “That was just...” there are no words that can adequately describe that, “I can finger you, oral...or give me a couple of minutes?”
“Don't apologize,” she says, slipping off me and down to my side, “I did that on purpose.”
She definitely is a tiny crazy lady. I shake my head, leaning back towards the pillows.
“And I can wait,” she continues, “I get the feeling it won't take too long.”
Come on now, man, she's going to be asking for her money back if she keeps performing better than you. I roll on to my side, carefully, given it's my left arm that's going underneath me and gently run a finger down her side, and then back up circling one breast. She lets out a little gasp and presses her lips together and I lean down to kiss her again. She kisses back, there are those tongue flickers and some light nibbles with her teeth against my lips.
I break apart the kiss and almost go for her neck, but that's too...so working my way down to her breasts with my mouth it is hands reaching up caress her head the way she has mine, but she grabs hold of my hands instead and puts a finger into her mouth and begins sucking on it. She takes my finger into her mouth slowly and surely up and down. Oh, damn. She continues to suck on my finger and I can't help but look up at her, that wicked expression on her face.
Well, I'm definitely ready to go again.
I take the hand that she hasn't been sucking on and trail it down her body and then slip one finger, she lets out a little gasp, and then another, another gasp, and I run another running back and forth over her clit, which results in a few moans. I needn't have worried about her being ready either really it turns out.
I use that hand to guide myself back inside and she presses her hands against the wall to push down against me. I reach up to connect our hands, bracing on my knees for more thrust. She wraps her legs around my ass and pulls me closer in to her. It feels so damn good being in there, probably because it's been so damn long since I've been with a woman that has to—and oh God, she's driving me in further and I press further as she moans and pushes her hands against the wall more down and down, deeper and deeper.
She pulls my face towards hers and kisses me. I move faster as the kiss deepens in intensity and she once again begins to tangle her hands in my hair, breaking the kiss briefly, “Don't stop,” she breathes, gripping onto my back and digging her nails in to me and I resume thrusting increasing speed again until her grip tightens with a throaty groan and then releases and I follow soon after.
%%%%
I pull my pants back on, slowly, as she lays on the bed breathing in slowly, one hand across her chest, the other on the bed.
“Wow,” is all she says for the moment, which I can understand.
I should probably put on actual pants, thinking about it, her Dwight will be here before long. I go to look through the dresser. There's the jacket sitting on top of it, along with all me things. How did I not notice? Right...this is me.
She's sitting up now, “I didn't know what else to do with your things. I'm not going to go rummaging around.”
“Appreciated,” I take the one knife to the desk where I keep it and seeing the journal still sitting there realize that I never put her name in it. Shit. I find a pen on the top of the desk and scribble on an envelope to check it works.
“Um...” she says, “About the shower...”
“Oh, right,” I flip through looking for the page that is being worked on and write in yesterday's date. All that was just yesterday, “Yeah, it's through there—wait, out of curiosity, who showered me?”
“...I did,” She looks a little flushed but not too much, “No, it's...I...You were...kinda ripe...” she says, “and it's close quarters and everything,” Ah, that's why she was flustered.
“I can understand. I...tend to forget these things,” that was a, “Anyway...the shower is through there, like I said. I should show you how it works...no, you used it,” I shake my head, “obviously you worked it out. Sorry...” Finish the journal. Nicole Meadows. Some sort of plague thing. Guard orders. I drop the journal back on the desk.
“It's another imposition but do you have some clothes I could borrow? And maybe a washing machine? We sort of arrived on short notice with no time to pack so those are the only clothes I have.”
“Oh, wow...uh, yes. Sure. I imagine I have ripe clothes, too...” I can't help but laugh, “but shower first, can't really run more than one thing on the water.” I open one of the drawers, “There are...should be shorts in here, that might work better than my pants given height difference, and then shirts...you know where those are, I guess.”
She nods, “Alright then. I'll be out in a bit.”
“I'll be on the deck,” I switch to a pair of jeans, and change my shirt for a long sleeve cotton sweater and dump the other clothes with the ones under the jacket from yesterday and pick up the jacket itself, the gun and the other knife to take back into the main cabin and stash them where they're supposed to go.
I have to get the mugs from the deck before I can make more coffee and move the cigarettes to by the outside wall. There is the safety gun underneath this seat, of course, so I will be here once I've replenished the coffee. Soon I'm leaning against said wall with both phones by me, sipping on more coffee, book in my lap debating if I'm going to start reading it or not given I randomly picked up I Am Not Myself These Days, and it's 50/50 whether it'll actually be a distraction, are they more fucked up than me?—it is someone else's problems—but who am I to judge a drunk drag queen shacked up with a male prostitute who gets addicted to crack?
I've read the same section several times before I give up. The coffee is half drunk, and going cold. I light another cigarette and inhale deeply, zoning out, looking out across the bay and allowing the float. The door behind me makes me jump and my hand moves towards the gun as I turn before realizing it's the Jennifer. She's wearing one of my denim button up shirts and a pair of light shorts with drawstrings pulled so tightly they're hanging down to her knees.
“Hi,” she says.
“Hi,” I answer.
“So, laundry...”
“Right. That.”
“Can I load your dirty stuff with mine, or do you want to do it? I found the machine between the bedroom and the kitchen.”
“No,” I pull myself up using the wall, “I'll do it...you dealt with enough of my dirty clothes.”
I follow her back inside, carefully placing my feet, and go through to the bedroom for the clothes, checking through pockets as I walk back and then dumping things in the machine.
“Hey,” she has a hand on my arm! “Sorry,” she says, “I say hey before and you didn't notice.”
I put a hand to my forehead, “Then I should...sorry,” I grab the detergent and finish setting the machine.
“I was gonna reheat some of the Chinese food for breakfast, you want anything?”
I'm supposed to be not passing out from hunger...right, “It's probably a good idea if I have a little something,” the washer starts to rumble, “There we go...half hour or so and it'll be washed. I...don't have a dryer though.”
“That's fine,” she goes to the fridge, and I go to the kitchen cabinet and open it, “You know, not passing out from hunger doesn't mean you should eat if it'll make you sick.”
“Hm?”
“I mean if you're not used to eating—if you want it now I'll heat it up or you can always wait a bit...we had concerns yesterday given Dwight heard you in the PD but you have kept yourself alive this long I trust you to know when eating is a bad thing.”
“I...” is she...what is going on right now? Bowls I was getting bowls. I get three down. I'm not sure if her Dwight will be coming to eat or not.
“I saw your arms, baby. This isn't a new thing for you.”
I shake my head, “Not by a long shot,” did that make it out of my mouth or not? I set the bowls down before I drop them.
There are shiny things lined up on the counter from the fridge and she closes it's door again and opens a drawer looking for silverware, “What?”
The light from the window is glittering around the dust that's circling her hair, and sparkles from all the things on the counter are reflecting off her, well, my clothing that's curving around her body as she moves about, doling things here and there. I lean against the counter, “Hm?”
“No, all I said was 'what?'” she says, turning to me with a fork still in one hand, “I didn't quite...but it's okay.”
“Feh, more heroin than blood at this point, that was the main thing, well-preserved, like Keith Richards, isn't that his name? Rolling Stones. Donate my body to science, but with the Troubles that's probably a bad, bad idea so Vince would probably want to incinerate me except that might get the whole town high, maybe mummification then...burial at sea like the...” I slap a hand over my mouth, stop talking, "Fuck," You are definitely babbling. Babbling is worse than not talking at all.
She has a smile on her face though as she's putting her food in to heat up.
“You know,” she says, “I'm gonna put your chicken and broccoli back in the fridge, and unless you're determined enough to find it and eat it cold, you can wait until you won't get mesmerized by the microwave or something, okay?” She does so, while her things are cooking.
Well, wasn't exactly hungry anyway so that's fair enough, “Point,” I lower my hand, with the other, as she stirs the food from the microwave and puts it back in for a little while.
“I kind of wish I could show you the Lightscape; you'd love it. I was lost in there for days when my Trouble first kicked in,” the smile is still there as she pulls the food back out.
“The...things that aren't there?” I wave my hand about.
She nods, stirring up the food again and pouring more coffee which is still warm in the pot and I hold the door open for her to go outside.
“Probably good you don't have anything in your system. See enough as it is sometimes.”
“Probably right,” she says, sitting down on one of the crates with the food. She looks towards the sea and scans back and forth a little towards town looking slightly frustrated and angry. Haven problems and cold coffee problems too, but that one's mine. Then she shakes her head, muttering and digs into the food she cooked.
I lean back against the wall again, and look where she looked. I wonder what exactly it is that she sees when she's looking at this “Lightscape” but it has to be really neat. Right now most of what I see is just swirling clouds moving with the breeze and when I look over the other way the large form of her Dwight walking towards us up the side of the docks. I stand up and walk to the other side of the boat and lean on the railing. Jennifer notices the movement and turns herself.
“Your Dwight,” I tell her, “Pretty sure no one else is built like that,” I wave my hand towards him.
She stares off for a moment and then focuses back on me, “No, that's Dwight, alright,” she stands up and joins me at the railing.
The Dwight stops at the gangplank and looks up at us. I can't make out his facial expression from up here, but after a moment I hear him, “Can I come up?”
“Sure!” I call.
Once he's up on the deck he looks between the Jennifer and me, “Looks like things are going alright,” he muses.
“Oh, this?” she pulls at the shirt, “Laundry. I was doing. I am doing. Lack of clothes and all.”
“Ah, right,” he nods.
“If you need to,” I tell him, “You can too,” he is rather large though. He's not that much taller than me, but he might be twice as wide, “though I don't know if I have much that would completely fit you,” I put a hand on his chest and he's very, “...woah, you are solid, aren't you?”
“If you want breakfast I can heat up some of the Chinese for you,” the Jennifer tells him pointing behind her to the crate.
“I ate in town,” he says. His shirt is really silky and I can feel his abs underneath strong and taut. He takes hold of my hand, “...is he..?” I pull it free, and examine his arm instead.
“High?” Jennifer asks, “Yeah.”
“That's gonna be okay?”
A silky hand closes over mine and pries the soft material out of it, “Waiting game right now, anyway,” the Jennifer's voice by my ear, “Pull up a crate. I'm gonna check on the laundry. Duke?”
“Yeah?” I turn to her. Her face is super close so I back up a little to make sure she doesn't have one eye any more.
“You have a line to hang the clothes on I take it? Where is it?”
“Oh, right...it's in that,” I wave a hand towards the box attached to the wall.
I sit down. The Dwight is sitting on a crate close to the gang plank slightly sideways so he can look out towards town and out towards sea just as easily.
I Spit On Your Grave starts playing from my cell phone jarring my attention. Someone from the Guard is calling. Probably not Vince himself, but you never know. I pick it up. If this is another Job. Meh, that's way too much reality crashing in. The Jennifer is halfway through hanging clothes on the line. I feel both her and the Dwight watching me as I pick up the phone and stand.
“What do you want?”
“Crocker...you're...” Gallagher the younger drew the short straw apparently.
“Who else would it be?”
“Well...” that trails off too.
“If there's a Job I'm happy to explain to Vince in explicit detail exactly where he can--”
“No,” he says, “No, nothing. I was just—he was—after yesterday...but you're...so I'm gonna go,” and he's gone. I rub the hand holding my cell phone across my forehead.
“Everything alright?” The Dwight's voice from across the deck.
The Jennifer has left the laundry line and moved slightly closer.
“Yeah,” I will not hurl my phone into the harbor. There are other numbers in there and reminders and things. I drop the phone back onto the crate instead and pick up the cigarette packet. You will be good and fuck it whatever. No, there's not that many left of either...I put the packet back in my pants pocket for the moment and just go lean on the rail and look out onto the water. Need to assess stock all round. Historical society might call soon and if not need to call them.
“...can I help in any way?” The Jennifer asks.
Did she just offer to help? I heard that right...I turn to her slightly.
“Is tiny Jennifer gonna have to choke a Vince?” she queries, sounding so very serious at first.
It's so absurd and yet also hilarious and I would love to see it. Her throwing herself across the desk and wrapping her fingers around his throat. I find myself laughing, gripping the railing tightly with my left hand and just laughing, and then sort of coughing a bit and wheezing as I slow the laugh down and regain my breath. I bash my chest a couple of times and hear.
“Good going if you kill our hired hand,” from the Dwight.
“It wouldn't be the best way to kill him in my arsenal that's for sure,” she retorts.
“I said I didn't want to know what you guys got up to.”
“And I didn't tell you!”
“Do I want to know?” I ask.
“See,” the Jennifer waves a hand in my direction and points a finger at the Dwight who had stood up and walked towards her, “not dead,” she shakes out a shirt and clips it to the laundry line.
“Alright, then,” the Dwight says, “and now that you're apparently not fascinated by my...shirt...what's on the agenda for the day?”
The Jennifer is clipping the last item to the line, “Don't look at me, I don't know his schedule. Also, I have reading to do.”
“I was asking him,” the Dwight says, “You weren't fondling my...shirt.”
“Historical society needs to get back in touch. If they don't in...” I go pick up my phone and check the time, “...about a half hour I'll call them again. I have to call back my other contact,” I set an alarm for that didn't I? I check, “around noon, to see what they dug up.”
“If anything,” the Dwight remarks.
“That dude is stubborn for a challenge like this, and I always keep some of his favorite things on hand. We can take some down in person if need be. He's also cheap. If he thinks he can get a discount out of me for next time he needs something...he's gonna try for it, especially when all he has to do is read,” but he's not his brother. At least I won't have to kill anyone for him.
“What about anything for other people?” the Jennifer asks, “You mentioned Little Tall last night.”
Okay, yes I did, “I haven't heard from them so far, and...” I can math, “...it's getting into evening with them...so chances are nothing doing today unless their middle man is being a shit again,” in which case they forfeit the cargo and I can do what I want with it. At this point I'm kinda hoping their middle man is being a shit. This is not fucking worth it any more, “I do need to double check stock on some trade goods I have,” and count Dave's money never did do that, “but that shouldn't take too long either,” in theory. Please say I've been rationing right...making a drug run right now would be awkward, “Let me get started on that. If the HS call I'll come back on deck.”
%%%%
Dave's money is all present and accounted for, as to be expected. I split it into three uneven piles. Half goes in the safe. Half of that goes in the stash under the bed and the other I put on my person for the day. Then I check the hold marking things on the red phone, verifying the Russians' shit just to make sure I didn't do something stupid, and then the other things I have in the small room.
Signal isn't so great down here, but there's no voice mail chimes either—those would still come through. I find a canvas bag and pull out a few things that might go down well at the historical society given they're the sort probably dig fancy wines, and a things I know sit well with Dave and his weird soda fetishes and a book of old time “post cards”.
I'm aching all across my shoulders and down my back by the time I pull myself back up to the main cabin though, and starting to feel chills. I set the bag down on the table and can't help thinking of all the fun that was had on there and what either the HS peoples or Dave would think knowing their bribes sat on top of that, and get myself a cub of water partly to drink and partly to test. Given part of it spills from shaky hands—well, I needed to check how much of that I had anyway.
I pull the couch away from the wall and find the panel there. I never fully restocked in there it seems. There's just a packet of needles, which is useful...but no actual stash. I take the needles out though. Don't need to be going behind the couch while the clients are here. I fix the panel back and move the couch back into place, and then give myself a moment before going into the bedroom.
The under bed panel has a small packet left, enough for right now and one more, and I know there's some left in the bathroom, but fuck. I didn't think I'd used that much. I go in there to verify, and yeah, there it is...a couple of days—probably. How has it? I shouldn't ask myself where has it been going. I know where it's been going. I just...fuck.
I find the half carton of cigarettes, and get a packet out, after I cook and draw I soak the remaining cigarettes from the open packet so everything in there is laced. I should probably check my left arm, but I imagine I've taken long enough.
Need to call the Historical Society...haven't heard anything back after all, and it has to have been longer than a half hour.
I shoot between my toes and then put everything back into the bathroom stash except the two packets of cigarettes and my lighter and go back out on deck, trading the contents of my pockets around so that I have the cigarettes away and the blue phone out. Yeah, no calls, nothing going to voice mail even now the signal is back, not even from the Russians or anything from Dave.
Out on deck the Dwight is pacing back and forth and the Jennifer is sitting back in the spot she was before reading. He turns when the door opens looking relieved that something is finally happening.
“Any word?”
“No,” I tell him, “I was just going to call them back. May be easier just to go down there though,” stop you wearing a hole in the deck too.
“I'm up for that,” he says, “Where's your truck?” his expression shifts a little then, “...car?”
I probably give him a weird look much like the one he gave me about the beer, “I...don't...have one?”
He seems a little flustered for a moment.
“Where would I keep it?” I point out, “Boat's not that big.”
The Jennifer makes a noise then, “Everything okay?”
“Yeah,” the Dwight says, “We were talking about just going in to town to visit the Historical Society in person but...”
“...pretty sure your feet work. You got down here without—you guys don't seem to have a rental.”
“Yeah...but...” the Dwight starts.
She closes her book, “In person is good. If they have maps and charts, I'm going to need to see them myself.”
“Well, then,” I clap my hands together, “Sounds settled to me.”
The Dwight still looks nervous. The Jennifer less so.
She stands up, “Well, I need to put on my actual clothes,” she walks over to feel them, “They seem dry. Can I use your room?”
“Yeah.” I take the rest of the clothes down and given Dwight isn't following me right away I tell him it's okay to come back inside as I go in. He follows and closes the door behind him. I set the clothes down on the couch for the time being and try to remember where I put the back pack, as it'll be easier to carry the bribes into town in that. It's either in the bedroom or in the cupboard where my jacket is, so I check that first.
The Dwight hovers awkwardly by the door, “Anything I can do?”
“No.”
“Didn't think so. Not used to being...superfluous.”
“I'm sure there'll be something at some point.”
No back pack in there, but I bring my jacket out. The Dwight makes a noise which makes me turn to him, but then there is a shot gun in there.
“You're not bringing that?”
“Is there some reason I'd need to? Are we storming the Historical Society? I prefer to bribe people.”
“Good,” he says.
Oookay then. Maybe not so weird that a military guy is leery of guns, especially the idea of some junkie wielding a shotgun all willy nilly. The bedroom door opens and Jennifer comes back out dressed and ready, and I go back in the bedroom to find the back pack.
The clothes Jennifer borrowed are folded on the bed. I put them in the dresser and look around for my boots as well as the pack. I find the pack by the side of the desk, but the boots are nowhere. Well, the Jennifer will know where they are.
“What happened to my boots yesterday?” I ask the Jennifer when I come back into the room.
“They're in the corner,” she points.
I retrieve the boots and get things sorted with that, and then trade things into the back pack, leaving the wine wrapped in the canvas bag for protection and we head out. The Jennifer seems rather disconnected as we're walking and the Dwight keeps putting his hand on her now and then to keep her steady. She must be looking into her Lightscape again. Then we're at the Historical Society building and we go inside to a jingling bell.
The main room is darkened by curtains on the windows and then lit by lights on the wall. There's a woman sorting some books back on to shelves on the wall on the right hand side and Dave is sitting at a table on the left. He was studying some maps intently but looks up when we walk in. He nods in our direction with an expression on the whole going oh you made that connection and realizing of course these are the clients wanting the information that I asked him for.
“Can I help you?” the woman asks.
“I think what we were looking for is out over here,” I tell her, and cross to where Dave is. The Dwight seems torn as to whether he should follow me or follow the Jennifer who is going over to the woman by the books. He opts for going more towards the Jennifer but not completely closing the distance.
“Duke,” Dave remarks, “There are some fascinating things in old maps.”
“I'm sure,” I say, “My clients were sure hoping so and I told them you were the best chance of information otherwise; so, what do you have?”
He gives a slight smile, “I've got quite a few things, but I'm not entirely sure what your clients need. Perhaps I should talk to them.”
“Is that how we are now?” I tell him, “Well, just watch yourself because I don't have to show you what's in the bag.”
“What's in the bag?” he asks.
“I don't have to show you. It all depends on how things go and if the client is satisfied,” though she did seem very satisfied this morning. Haven't gotten a 'wow' in a while, and not one like that anyway. That Norris kid, had apparently had horrible experiences with head, poor guy. Fuck if his mate didn't need a better dope dealer. I'm going to need to make a trip into Derry, aren't I? I doubt anyone has the same numbers any more if they're still in...
“Duke?” Dave says.
“Right,” I say, “You were showing me some things, weren't you?”
But we're interrupted by the Jennifer being lead over by the woman from the wall, Keegan, I think it is.
“Dave,” she says, “this is Jennifer Carver. Miss Carver, Dave Teagues. She's interested in the old legends about the origins of God's Orphans.”
Carver family, hm.
“Ah, really,” Dave stands up and makes a show of shaking hands, “Well, very pleased to meet you Miss Carver. I'll be happy to help. It's under control, Beverly. You can get back to what you were doing.”
“Mr. Teagues. A pleasure. I was able to locate Duke Crocker, as you can see.”
“Yes,” Dave says, nodding in my direction. I rest the back pack on the table, and pat it slightly with one hand, glancing over at the Dwight, and remembering Dave describing them as “the giant and the tiny woman” and trying not to laugh at that, “so I'm going to go out on a limb and guess these are the clients you were having me research for?”
I nod.
“That does make some things a bit easier then,” there's another slight chuckle, “So, you're looking for the Heart of Haven. May I ask why you want to go there?”
“As long as I don't have to answer,” the Jennifer says smoothly making Dave laugh, “Now, I've been doing some research of my own, and I think if we can locate where God's Orphans first appeared, that will help us narrow things down.”
“Very clever! I was thinking the same thing myself. Now, this legend,” he waves a hand over one of the papers on the table, “says they first settled in a place I think is here...” She moves around the table to look at whatever it is that he's pointing out. I look around the room. The Dwight and I catch each other's eye at one point he seems to be looking for something to find interesting. Dave is saying something about “this and that.” and the Jennifer is talking about directions and forest.
Fuck it. I'm going to be pacing worse than Dwight on the deck in a minute. I pick up the back pack to be safe with it and go outside taking one of the sealed pack of cigarettes out of my packet and unwrapping it and then tracking down my lighter, after a moment the Dwight emerges from the building as well. I imagine wanting to make sure I'm not running off. He gives me a nod, as I pull the lighter out of my inside pocket and set things going.
“I'm guessing you don't want one,” I tell him.
“I don't think you take my credit cards,” he says.
“I'm always open to other options of payment,” I point out.
“Also, I don't smoke.”
“Ah, well then,” I sit down and put the back pack beside me, leaning forward to stretch my back as I work on the cigarette, “You don't seem to sit much either.”
“Old habits.”
I snort, blowing smoke through my nostrils. Habits. Right, “I don't think we're going to get ambushed. Unless someone's trailing us that you didn't mention during rate negotiations in which case I'm adding an extra fee.”
“No one is trailing us.”
“Good.”
“Anyway. Maybe they're done,” Dwight says, though he doesn't really sound as though he believes it.
I stand up as he turns back towards the door and opens it. The Jennifer and Dave appear to have been rearranging the maps, all of them are oriented with North up now, but appear to be annoying her greatly. She's muttering at them, something about things not lining up right and there's more than a few choice curse words while Dave just watches like this is some of the post cards I have in the pack.
I look to Dwight to ask if this is normal behavior and if we should just leave them to it but he's got his lips pursed and is staring ahead, after a moment he takes a step inside the door and clears his throat.
After a moment the Jennifer looks over to where we are.
“Heeey, Jennifer,” the Dwight says, “Lunch? You give money? I bring food.”
She fumbles by her for her purse which Dwight takes as a sign to come back into the building and I follow. She's pulled a rather large bundle of notes out of her purse. That is a lot of money and it's been sitting on the boat this whole time. I remind myself that we've already negotiated for a good chunk of it. I don't need to be taking it.
She's handing some of it over to Dwight right now, “Wait,” she says, “What did I just give you?”
“A hundred,” he answers.
“I'm not that hungry. Give it back.”
She gives him two twenties instead.
“What do you want?” the Dwight asks.
“I...um...” she hesitates, “Something that's not going to get the maps dirty?”
“Fair enough,” he says, “I'm sure our...” he glances at me, “companion can help me find something suitable.”
“Sure,” I shrug.
“We'll be back soon,” the Dwight says, but the Jennifer already seems to be lost again.
Dave nods at us, reaching in his pocket for his own wallet and pulling out a twenty of his own, “Grab me something, please,” he says, “Text me where you wind up and I'll text you what I want,” he tells me, though it's Dwight he gives the money to and it all gets put in one of the ex-soldier's pockets and he follows me back outside.
“So,” he says, “What do you think would be best?”
I shrug, “Wraps might be least messy, held together, not greasy, no saucy meat explosions like burritos. Oh, right plus the taco place is kinda too far to walk.”
“Sounds good,” he says.
I stand for a moment trying to remember where things are and hoping nothing's changed in the past eight months.
“Everything okay?” he asks.
“Yeah. Just making sure I remember where the place is from here.” Alright, it's this way. I set off.
I can feel the Dwight watching me as we walk as though and a few times it feels like he's going to say something but then he doesn't and instead looks around the streets.
“Sooo,” he eventually says, “How far away is this place?”
I shrug. I don't really remember times for walking places. It's usually in terms of cigarettes and that's not going to help him.
“Where are we going?”
That's not really going to help him either, but I guess he's wanting conversation and can't think of anything else to say, “The Kiwi. They do paninis, sandwiches, wraps and that type of thing,” I text Dave while I think about it, give him time to make up his old man mind while we're walking.
“How much do you know about the town?” Dwight asks, a few houses later.
I shrug, “Bits and pieces. Mostly what you learn in school. Founded by the Native Americans somehow and then the white settlers and intermingling...and then the urban legends, of course. Troubles come and go about every 27 years,”
“In Haven anyway,” he says.
“Very true,” I answer, “Very true, but they're here for two or three and then they go, until it starts again. Case in point, '81-'83 was a spectacle and now they're back,” and so am I. I lead him across a street and on to the next one, “I take it that has something to do with you guys' little quest?”
“Something like that.”
“Yeah, sorry, breaking my don't question the clients' reasons rule, but there's just something...” I shake my head.
“What do you mean?” he asks.
“I'm just—don't worry about it,” I wave a hand in his direction. This is what happens when you spend all this time high: people remind you of dead people—long dead people. It's masochism.
“Okay,” he says, sounding both confused and bemused.
“We're almost there. You should probably just go in and order whatever. I'll wait outside.”
“You don't want anything?”
“I'm not their type of clientele.”
“That didn't answer the question,” he says.
My cell phone chimes, indicating Dave has answered the text with his order as I pull it out of my pocket the Dwight says, “Jennifer will tan my hide if I don't get you something.”
I look over at him, “What?”
He puts his hands up, “I've seen what she can do when she's angry. I do not want to make the tiny woman angry, and she's made it clear she wants you to have food. So, what do you want?”
The giant is afraid of the Jennifer. Disquieting.
“They have a good Thai Chicken wrap,” I consent.
“Alright, done,” he says, “That might be good for Jennifer too.”
“Dave wants something called the Tomato and Havarti Cheese sandwich.”
The Dwight nods, “Okay. I'll go in and order. If you insist on waiting outside just...stay where I can see you.”
“Fine.”
He goes into the cafe and I stand outside and lean against a tree, lighting up one of the laced cigarettes while I'm waiting and go through the blue phone to see what contacts I have that are still active and still active dealers in this area. This is going to be an obnoxious amount of texting. I've got through about eight messages and the cigarette is done by the time Dwight emerges from the building, ready to leave and the only replies I've gotten are two error messages of “number no longer exists,” and one “what the hell is that sposed to mean? Who is this?” This is why we talk in code. I put the phone away and we start the walk back.
The Dwight walks faster now that food has been achieved and seems to have good memory of the path we took and how to get back to the Historical Society Building. After a little while he slows down apologizing for moving faster than I can keep up. Man on a mission and blah-blah.
“I don't think she's timing you,” I point out, “Seems like she's less on this plane of reality than I am.”
“You might have a point there.”
“Maybe I should just jump on your back,” I tell him, “Seems like it wouldn't slow you down any.”
He gives me a sideways glance but doesn't actually say anything in answer to that. We continue on the walk mostly in silence except for a couple of chimes from my phone which I don't check.
As I hold the door to the Historical Society open for the Dwight I can't help but wonder what he would do if I smacked him on the ass but there's a distraction of the Jennifer cursing, “Son of a mother-fucking-bitch,” from inside the room and as I follow Dwight inside I see her slapping the book against her head over and over.
“Oh, we're at that stage,” the Dwight remarks as I close the door. The Keegan woman seems to have retreated out of the room. She's nowhere around at all.
I walk over to where Dave is at, “It's not so bad as all that--” he starts to say but then she gets up and starts banging her head against the wall.
The Dwight doesn't seem all that concerned though. He's set the bag of drinks down on one of the chairs and is rooting through the other one.
Jennifer lets out a frustrated growl and turns to us and the Dwight offers a bag of food in her direction, “Thai Chicken Wrap?” he says, simply.
“Yes, thank you,” she says, and comes over to take it and then sits down at the table a little bit away from the maps and things they have laid out on the table.
The Dwight begins rooting through the rest of the bag as I sit down across from the Jennifer to check my phone messages. There turn out to be a couple of prospects but as much as I want to now is not the time to call people back. Dave accepts his sandwich, which is jingling because there's change in the bag and another bag is plopped down in front of me.
“Oh, good,” the Jennifer says, “You bought him food. I meant to tell you to do that but I was a bit busy.”
“See?” the Dwight tells me.
“Alright,” I consent, “Well, thank you.”
“There's an assortment of chips in the bag,” Dwight says, “and drinks over here. Bottled water, and some apple juice.”
Dave accepts an apple juice. I take a water, as I rip open the bag and check the wrap.
“Should I ask if that was good or bad cursing?” I ask the Jennifer, “I'm sure Dave is curious. His access to things in the back pack does hinge on the client's satisfaction after all. Though if she worked it out herself without your help are you really deserving?”
“Now, now,” Dave starts as I pick a few pieces of chicken and carrot out of the wrap and eat them, “It's not as if I've just been sitting here reading the funny pages.”
Dwight actually sits down, but then he is about to tuck into a BLT. He opens a bag of chips as well, and a bottle of water, which he drinks a good third of.
“Found the Heart of Haven,” the Jennifer says around a mouthful of wrap.
The Dwight stops before actually taking a bite of his sandwich, “That's good, right?”
“And he did inadvertently lead me to figure out where it was,” she says of Dave, “Turns out I knew all along but I was over-thinking things,” she pauses for a moment, “It's complicated.”
“Or...” The Dwight says, finally eating.
“Does inadvertently count?” I ask. The blue phone on the table rings and vibrates, one of the dealer numbers calling, but again, not quite the right time. I swipe it to voice mail.
“It's the lighthouse,” The Jennifer continues, “It's so obvious, I don't know why I missed it.”
“Which lighthouse?”
The Jennifer is chewing on a big bite of wrap so she waves about for one of the maps which Dave carefully moves towards her and she points to thankfully not Beatty's lighthouse, I imagine that might make things awkward. Hi, Beatty, don't mind us, we just need to rifle through your things and look for something because of the God's Orphans, carry on.
She swallows and glances at Dave, “He would have found it for me eventually, I just happened to recognize it first.”
I suppose that counts, and keeping Dave on the good side is always, well, good.
“Well, it makes it easier that no one lives in that one,” my phone starts chiming again, same number. I swipe it to voice mail. Maybe business is slow for the guy, or he's been compromised and really wants to catch me.
“Lives?” she asks.
“Yeah, the harbor master lives in the other lighthouse.”
“Oh,” she says.
The blue phone starts ringing again and I pick it up, “Okay, this dude is—and I do really need to sort out this merchandise so I'm just gonna,” I stand up and answer it, “Excuse me. Sorry. Yes?” I say into the phone.
“You want stuff but you ignore me,” I just know him as Brent asks.
“I was with a client about something else.” I start to walk.
“Uh-huh,” he says, “and cash?”
“If you really want me to pay the other way,” I get to the door, “but cash lasts longer,” I go outside.
“I don't want to get up there or send some one else up there and find out it's a bust.”
“I would send you a picture but you'd say I could have found that online.”
“Well, you could.”
“What do you want? With a newspaper or something like a ransom note. I can throw in extra. I told you how much I want. That would take a hell of a lot of sex.”
“Even from you.”
“I appreciate the compliment. Brent, seriously. I've been out of town, for a while, and I'm going to be stuck here for longer than I want. I have other people on the line. You called like a desperate house wife...do you want more than money?”
He doesn't say anything.
“I do have a client they've been here since yesterday, and I have a cargo dump but believe me I'll make the time.”
“Do you have a mighty need?” he asks.
Ugh. I lean the back of my head against the window of the building, “Yes,” I tell him, “I have a mighty need.”
“Good,” he says, “I'll text you a location. Get rid of the other hooks you have out.”
“Of course.” I go back inside, “I look forward to hearing from you.” I hang up the phone and put it in my pocket. The room is quiet, too quiet. They were talking when I closed the door behind me, I know they were, but now there's just this over hanging of silence broken only by chewing, but I've only taken two steps into the room when the Jennifer claps her hands together.
“Well,” she says, brightly cheerful compared to the cloudiness that was there just a moment before, “Ready to earn the rest of that money? Take a minute to eat while Dave puts the maps and charts away and then I think we're good to go.”
The giant is afraid of the tiny woman I remind myself and go and sit down where I was before and take a couple more pieces of chicken.
The Dwight is rustling his way through a bag of chips, “Business go alright?” he asks, but he seems cautious, like he's not entirely sure why he's asking.
“S'Fine,” I tell him, given I'm not sure why he gives a shit either, “It's not going to interfere with anything,” maybe that's why he asked.
“How fast can you get us to the lighthouse?” the Jennifer asks.
I look over at her, “We can take the Ursa won't take long at all.” No more walking. No way.
“Good,” she says, shoving the book in her purse like she's sheathing a sword to go into battle, “Let's go.”
What the fuck is going to happen at this lighthouse?
“Uh, Miss Carver...” I wonder if Dave thought the same thing as worried as he sounds.
“I believe your business is with him,” she all but snaps, indicating me, “Thank you for your assistance and your continued silence.”
What the hell does she have on Dave? I grab the pack though, because that's the reward he's looking for, and go to sort that stuff out so we can get on the water in case we get to that stuff that makes the Dwight nervous. Dave is appeased with a few of the old time post cards photograph type things I've managed to track down. The early mail order porn type stuff, and then there's some of the glass bottle soda, which I let him have three of. He knows there's more of it now, which is a good starting point for next time either of us needs something and has to negotiate.
Then it's back to the docks and off. Neither the Dwight nor the Jennifer is much for conversation with each other on the trip there. They sit, well, she sits and he stands, on the deck as I'm prepping and then piloting and stare off or occasionally at each other, clearly whatever this business is, it's now super serious. I can see I'm taking weapons with me when we make land, moreso than I would have any way. It's an easy does it pulling along side the causeway by the lighthouse just in case, and then dropping anchor and the Dwight helping me lay the gangplank across the rocks so there's the least amount of treacherous to walk on to get to the actual straight land.
The Jennifer stalks across like she's marching to war. I look around as we follow her the ten or so feet towards the lighthouse and try to listen...this there's nothing, makes me nervous. She did say “nothing like New Orleans, didn't she?” and those can't come back now.
“Is it there?” the Dwight asks her.
Is what there? Oh, this must be some of the Lightscape shit.
“No, but this is where it will be when I summon it,” she tells him.
Oh, summoning, that's even better, nothing can possibly go wrong with summoning things, have you not seen any movie ever? “Um...what exactly are you summoning?” I ask her, so glad that I bring weapons as a matter of course, lighting one of the non-laced cigarettes, don't need to be seeing things if I have to use those though.
“A door.”
Oh, yes, thank you for that helpful explanation. There are tons of doors everywhere, and if it is a door it's not so much that you're summoning one as what's on the other side or can come through it. Do not think about the Stay-Puft Marshmallow Man, Ray. Do not ask who is the keymaster.
“I'm sorry,” I hear as I'm looking around again, is that the Jennifer? Her voice sounds odd, and the Dwight looks grim too. She looks like she's about to cry. If she's going to get sacrificed then there's going to be a big problem. He might be a fucking wall, but I will find a way to take him down, “I'm sorry I can't stay. I wish I didn't have to leave you here, I really wish I didn't, but there's something really important you have to do, and you'll know when it's time,” right, important, like all those fucking Guard job—but, oh fuck, she is crying, “You'll see me again, baby, I promise,” this is this tiny crazy girlfriend/boyfriend thing again, it has to be, because there's nothing and no other anything.
She's looking up at me like she's expecting something, “Sure. Right,” I tell her because maybe she'll stop the nonsense.
“You'll see me again,” she says.
Of course. Repeat clients are one thing, but she's acting like this is some weird romantic fairy tale, that costs a hell of a lot extra.
“And when you do things will be better,” with what magic brush? “I know you don't believe me, and that's okay, but it's true,” and she's kissing me, that hand knotting in hair desperate kissing though her other hand is scrabbling something at me.
She folds my fingers over something and backs away, saying something about need and taking care of myself. Right.
“What is going on?” I demand, pointing at her for an answer, but that was money she apparently put in my hand—that is a lot of money, definitely more than they owe me. I put it in my pocket before she changes her mind.
“Goodbye, Duke,” she says, “I'm sorry. I love you.”
No. I feel like I'm going to throw up and everything is upside down for a moment as though I'm on a rubber band that got snapped, and a good half of my head is just shaking because no. No. No. Crazy lady. I am not getting sucked into that. People randomly look like people and I am not that high. That would take a hell of a lot...even for me.
I sit on the ground trying to regain my bearings. My head is ringing. How can the whole world snap like that? Why am I even asking this? This is Haven. I go for the laced cigarettes, there are still a couple of those left and then my blue phone. It wasn't so long since, and it's going to look desperate from my end now but fuck it, where's the number Brent called me from? I somehow don't think he'll actually mind if I come crawling to where ever the hell he is and ask to crawl into a hole for a while especially if I do actually have money as well.
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